Cid (lucidean) wrote,

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I feel so pathetic...

Was supposed to be helping out at RnR tonight. I got there ok and helped set up but I'd been feeling sick since the morning and news that the guy I like is now dating a tall, slender gorgeous girl didn't exactly make me feel all that much better. I got overwhelmed and had to leave eventually, did a Cinderella and ran off at 11:55.

Yesterday was my birthday, normally it's the worst day of the year for me, I always seem to be unhappy then. But it was different yesterday. I enjoyed the day and had fun, it was good. I guess the misery just got delayed for a bit.

It was the second anniversary of mums passing on the 6th and we're scattering her ashes on Monday. It's no wonder I feel like this, I just wish I didn't.
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